THE DISILLUSIONED DREAMER โ€“ โ™ฅ i was so frustrated โ€ฆ after i received my evaluation report. ๐Ÿ’ 

Updated 2025

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|| Emerging through Mist ||

Hi kim! i am pleased to hear how you value us your students. I have been learning a lot from the lessons 1-5 which i did not used last celban exam. Unfortunately, i was so frustrated with myself after i received my evaluation reportโ€ฆ. It was hard for me to accept because i did got high marks with the other three areas tested, except for my writing which is only 6. It was a friend that i met in the bus told me about your site, to be honest as a new resident here in canada i felt helpless. I dont have any background and idea about celban , and also i have been discouraged with ielts after many attempts. I am just so glad and inspired from the stories of your students on how you touched their lives.  Im excited for the up coming lessons that i will be learning from you and at the same time feeling nervous for the exam this october. Hoping that  this time il be much ready to face the battle.   hoping for your  guidance and help kim for me to achieve my goal. G.


๐Ÿœ„ Return to Self

Dear G,

You were meant to be on that bus. You were meant to meet the one who gently turned to you and said, โ€œTry here.โ€ Life has a quiet way of nudging us forward, even when we feel lost. Especially when we feel lost.

I read your words and felt the ache beneath them: not only frustration, but also fatigue. The fatigue of trying again. The fatigue of dreaming and not knowing if itโ€™s safe to believe. But what struck me most was not your defeat. It was your courage to keep going anyway.

You are not alone in the sorrow of a score that didnโ€™t reflect your whole capacity. Many have wept over a single number. But look again: you passed three out of four skills. That is not failure. That is a foundation. And with a foundation, we build. Slowly. Steadily. Strongly.

๐Ÿœ Fog to Clarity

It is true; writing asks something different of us. It does not only measure our grammar or punctuation; it asks us to reveal how we organize our thoughts, how we connect our ideas, how we express care through clarity. And thatโ€™s not easy when youโ€™re still finding your feet in a new land.

But now, youโ€™re no longer wandering in the dark. The evaluation report you received is not a judgment; it is a lantern. It points gently toward what still needs tending.

Let this be the moment where the fog begins to lift. You know now where your attention belongs. You know now that there are resources – yes, grammar and structure, but also presence and preparation – that can hold you.

๐Ÿœƒ Rooted in Enoughness

You are not starting over. You are spiraling upward with a wiser center.

The CELBAN doesnโ€™t ask you to be perfect. It asks you to be ready. Not flawless: flexible. Not polished: present. Canadian nursing, and Canadian education, are built around growth, not shame. Around feedback, not failure.

You are already walking that path. You are learning. You are stretching. You are not a beginner; you are a becoming.

And even now, even here: you are enough.

๐Ÿœ‚ Rekindling the Inner Fire

You wrote to me with a heart both eager and uncertain. That tension is sacred. It means something in you is stirring again. It means hope is not extinguished; itโ€™s just waiting to be kindled.

When you walk into that exam room again in October, I pray it is not as a soldier bracing for battle… but as a nurse-in-waiting, reclaiming her readiness with grace. Let confidence be your compass, not fear. Let light be your guide, not pressure.

Because you can do this. And more importantly: you will.

๐Ÿœ€ Standing at Zenith

So keep showing up. Keep practicing. Not to prove yourself worthy… but to remember that you always were.

Let this journey shape not only your skills, but your soul. Let every lesson deepen your self-trust. Let every correction be an invitation… not into more doing, but into becoming.

Iโ€™m here. Quietly cheering. Always holding the space for your return.

In Spirit and in Solidarity,
Kim


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Let their stories inspire yours! Return to your Self: transforming fog into clarity, becoming rooted in enoughness, and rekindling the fire within, so that you stand centred at your zenith: with hope, confidence, and grace.

๐Ÿœ There are times that I am at a point of giving up. But, I always find myself reading your …
๐Ÿœ I failed to make the CELBAN grade in one area. I was very disappointed. My weakness: timing..
๐ŸŽ• After failing the IELTS 7 x, I joined [CELBANPrep]: I passed!!!
๐ŸŽ• Because of your guidance I did [the CELBAN] and got admission.
โ™ฅ I am here for you, what I really want to know is: are you here for yourself?
๐Ÿœ‚ I dont know how to start, im so desperate, frustrated, hopeless
๐Ÿœƒ There are times that I want to give up because Iโ€™m not sure if I can do [the CELBAN]
How can I get a writing practice test or any material for CELBAN writing practice exam?
๐ŸŽ• Thank you miss Kim for the words of encouragement. May God bless you all the time
 ๐Ÿœ‚ I took celban twice and I didnโ€™t get expected score
HOPE !! โ™ฅ I just got my CELBAN test result today, I PASSED! 
HOPE !! โ™ฅ I passed the CELBAN on my 1st try
โ™ฅ it feels like theres something lacking on me โ€“ sometimes feeling emptiness.
๐Ÿ–น I already took CELBAN twice, but โ€ฆ Iโ€™m not lucky to pass
๐Ÿœƒ I am from Swift Current [Saskatchewan], I have two jobsโ€ฆ I wanted some [CELBAN] materials to read at home
What is the Word Count on the CELBAN Exam? for CELBAN Writing?
๐ŸŽ• I PASSeD MY CELBAN!!! Iโ€™m so happy I subscribed to CELBANPrep=)
๐ŸŽ• I took CELBAN, first attempt I failedโ€ฆ.I got the confidence to overcome my fear of writing
๐ŸŽ• I passed my Celban exam the first timeโ€ฆI attempted IELTS twice. 
๐ŸŽ• After 3x failing the IELTS, I finally passed my CELBAN exam in the first attempt!
โ™ฅ I donโ€™t have the confident, I feel that I will fail [the CELBAN]
๐Ÿœ‚ I am a 7 months postpartum Momโ€ฆwhen will I start
๐Ÿœƒ Do you have an ideas of how a busy mom with a toddler can study?
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